I'm posting a journal because i need somewere to put and remember this adress-
www5e.biglobe.ne.jp/~solid/top…(its a hellsing bg site btw)
Um other stuff me and my friend are going to go move in with the chick who were getting a house with to help her clean and pack and GET OUT OF OUR HOUSE....ok deep breathe
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On a very depressing note, i dont think she's going to leave at all. She says she's giving up looking for a house unless she gets one soon...........
We dont know what to do next...i just cant start back at the bottom again, but i cant move home and i refuse to just rent a room and live in shared accomadation....my life is way to complicated to do that at the moment...but what the fuck can we do?, i've just spent the last day or so think about this and seriously the best i can come up with is to research places in Australia were its REALLY easy to get houses and move.....i want my own house more than i want to live in this area.....but it would be so much simpler if we could get a place here.
I went and bought a heap of scratchies a while ago...thats how desprate i am....i even prayed that the chick gets a house tommorow so that all this worry has been for nothing.........and i am a very anti God sort of a person.
I really dont know what to do....any ideas?
...My head hurts
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....Yeah shes not going.....me and my friend are sleeping in the same room again because the cat kept sneaking into the one i had a shitting and vomiting.
I had a thing today with some new person that suposed to help...she might actually be ok, even if she doesnt help us get a place she seems pretty intent on giving me money to buy some desent clothes. and she want to pay for me to do some courses or something to get me out of that disgusting house.